Nothing Matters

by Seeds?

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released January 12, 2016

Recorded at Studio B by Matt Baltrucki
Mixed and Mastered at Studio B and The Matt Cave by Matt Baltrucki
Additional recording sessions at The Metal Shop with Zak Ickes
Produced by Matt Baltrucki

Artwork by Eric Caruso

Performances by:
Adam Ackerman - Guitar, Vocals, and Organ
Aidan O'Connell - Bass
Billy Olsen - Drums

Thank you to everyone involved.
Special thanks to Cameron Boucher and Nathan Ackerman

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Seeds? Hartford, Connecticut

Adam Ackerman - Guitar and Vocals
Eric Caruso - Guitar and Vocals
Aidan O'Connell - Bass and Vocals
Billy Olsen - Drums
Ryan Sander - Guitar and Vocals

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Track Name: Low
Everything's personal now
They've got you figured out
They found the weakness
And they mastered the sound

You tried to spit it out
The awful taste in your mouth
Ran through your system now you crave it you crave it now

They don't care what you do
They try to take it away

They're feeding on your reaction
You're the main attraction
You're the star of the show
They're gonna get you so low

You take it personal now
You think you figured it out
Cover your weakness
It's unflattering to wear around

You tried to twist it around
You tried to black it out
But you're addicted
You can't quit it can't quit it now

They don't care what you choose
They made the plan either way
You thought your world was your sculpture
You're finding out you're the clay

They're feeding on your reaction
You're the main attraction
You're the star of the show
They're gonna get you so low

Stay awake
But don't let your dreams fade
Stay awake
Every dog has its day
Track Name: I'll Wait For You
You said it's for the best
And then you up and left
I'm skipping beats and feeling bullets go through my chest
You said to hold on tight
You'll make it through the night
I really hope you're right

Well I don't know if you can see
I'm willing to wait through everything
I'm holding back my jealousy
And I hope you do the same for me

Take take what you want outta me
I don't care what you take
Just leave something for me to breathe
Make make your decision with time
I wanna know that it still feels right
Just know that I'll
I'll wait for you
I'll be here waiting. That's the only thing I wanna do
I'll wait for you

I wanted to step out
From underneath the ground
I haven't seen the sun since you were around
I couldn't take the light and how it burned

My patience is never ending
I've made up my mind, I'm never gonna leave
Put burning coals under my feet
Go 'head and turn up the heat

Take take what you want outta me
I don't care what you take
Just leave something for me to breathe
Make make your decision with time
I wanna know that it still feels right
Just know that I'll
I'll wait for you
I'll be here waiting. That's the only thing I wanna do
I'll wait for you


Please take your time
I don't mind
But you won't find
Love like mine

I'll wait for you

Take take what you want outta me
I don't care what you take
Just leave something for me to breathe
Make make your decision with time
I wanna know that it still feels right
Just know that I'll
I'll wait for you
I'll be here waiting. That's the only thing I wanna do
I'll wait for you
Track Name: Bottled Up
I saw you lookin back
You're lookin back
Just take a picture baby
You better make it last

You told me this would be dangerous
You told me just stay away
I tried my best to resist
But nothing gets past my lips
And then we go ahead and kiss
Yeah then we go ahead and kiss
It's just another trap
We've both been there and back
We watch the world burn, close our eyes and wish for the past
To be the present, distract ourselves a minute
But my eyes won't forget it no my eyes can't forget it again

Because I bottled it up
Because I bottled it up
Because I bottled it up
And then I let it out
And then I let it out
And then I come back down

This is a declaration
Just want some satisfaction
I walk a fine line between devotion and addiction
It takes a fine wine to get me drinking at a tasting
But if it tastes right I'll end up getting myself wasted.

Because I bottled it up
Because I bottled it up
Because I bottled it up
And then I let it out
And then I let it out
And then I let it out
And then I let it out

Scratching lines
Down my thighs
With my nail
What's it spell?
Scratching lines
Down my thighs
With my nails
What's it spell?
Help me I'm in hell

You know just how to get in
Put spiders under my skin
Feel them crawling
And the venom is sinking in
I try hard not to react
But then my skull starts to crack
This is a panic attack
This is a panic attack
Let it out let it out let it out right now
Self destruct or erupt
Because enough is enough
Yeah enough is enough
Enough is enough

Because I bottled it up
Because I bottled it up
Because I bottled it up
And now I'm letting it out
Because I bottled it up
Because I bottled it up
Because I bottled it up
And now I'm letting it out
Because I bottled it up
And then I shoved it down
And now its gotta come out
So now I'm letting it out
Because I swallowed it up
And I've been keeping it down
But now enough is enough
And now I let it out

Well there's no looking back
No looking back
I'm moving forward baby
I'm getting back on track
Track Name: Second Chance (Terrible Man)
Don't let me in. I'll just begin
breaking everything that you adore

You start packing, put on your jacket
Left me naked
Lying on your bedroom floor

And if you want me dead well then I understand
Cause I need more than just a second chance
There's no room for excuses
I'm just a terrible man

Don't count on me, I would doubt me too
I'll let you down just like I did before

I keep knocking, while you're blocking
Your front door
Cause you don't want me anymore
And if you want me dead well then I understand
Cause I need more than just a second chance
There's no room for excuses
I'm just a terrible man

I'm a disaster
Destroying you
It's not what I'm after
It's just what I do

I'm still dreaming of the day you say
I love you
I love you too
But I'm just no good for you

And if you want me dead well then I understand
Cause I need more than just a second chance
There's no room for excuses
I'm just a terrible man
Track Name: Everyone Else
Tongue tied and your heart starts to pound
You move you're mouth, but there isn't a sound
You know, you know (oh oh^)
You just gotta let yourself go
Free yourself. Free yourself. Don't be like everyone else

_you _say _it's okay
I'll believe you when you tell me and you don't look away
You're down, you're down (oh oh^)
But you're not out
get off the ground

You can't blame yourself. Can't blame yourself. Blame everyone else

Man there's gotta be a secret x4
A potion, a plant, a drug, a scam
Read the instructions off the back of the can
A vile so vile you can hardly stand
Well I got one hell of a plan

You can't hate yourself, can't hate yourself, just hate everyone else
Track Name: G
I guess there's no way to see
Oh no there's no way to see
I guess there's no way to see
What's gotten into you
I guess you gotta believe
Oh yes you gotta believe
I guess you gotta believe
And there's no stopping you

Can you even hear yourself
You need to get yourself some help

Are you the holy one
I couldn't tell
You don't wear it well


Tell me I gotta believe
Tell me I gotta believe
Tell me there's not much time
but there's still hope for me
Tell me you know everything
Oh yeah you know everything
Tell me you know everything
And you'll show me

Flesh, blood
That's never enough
You gotta eat it to consider it love

Are you the chosen one
I didn't know
Cause it doesn't show

Don't say you're trying to help
You're only saving yourself
I caught you putting poison into the well
You say we're going to hell
Oh well oh well
At least I'll be with my friends
and you'll be by yourself

You're talking under your breath
You're talking under your breath
You think that everyone's deaf
But I can hear you
Your throwing shade at me
And everyone you see
Cause we think differently
What is wrong with you

Why can't we love and be loved
Why can't we love and be loved
Why can't we love and be loved
Why can't we love and be loved
You stand so close to your father
You fly too close to the sun
You put your spirit in a loaded hand gun

Don't say you're trying to help
You're only saving yourself
I caught you putting poison into the well
You say we're going to hell
Oh well oh well
At least I'll be with my friends
and you'll be by yourself
Track Name: This Is Spider. He's Replacing You.
It's insane
I don't trust my own brain
Oh the lengths
I go to be unseen
Stare long enough into the mirror
Til I don't understand what I see
It's just strange
I'm just strange

I'm having trouble letting go
But if I can't trust a soul then I'm sure I'll be dying alone

It's OK
There's nothing to be feared
Don't be afraid
There's no need to hold back here
Stare long enough into the mirror
Til I don't understand what I see
I'll look into my eyes
Convince myself it's safe to go to sleep

I'm having trouble letting go
But if I can't trust a soul then I'm sure I'll be dying alone