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Nothing Matters

by Seeds?

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1.
Low 04:58
Everything's personal now They've got you figured out They found the weakness And they mastered the sound You tried to spit it out The awful taste in your mouth Ran through your system now you crave it you crave it now They don't care what you do They try to take it away They're feeding on your reaction You're the main attraction You're the star of the show They're gonna get you so low You take it personal now You think you figured it out Cover your weakness It's unflattering to wear around You tried to twist it around You tried to black it out But you're addicted You can't quit it can't quit it now They don't care what you choose They made the plan either way You thought your world was your sculpture You're finding out you're the clay They're feeding on your reaction You're the main attraction You're the star of the show They're gonna get you so low Stay awake But don't let your dreams fade Stay awake Every dog has its day
2.
You said it's for the best And then you up and left I'm skipping beats and feeling bullets go through my chest You said to hold on tight You'll make it through the night I really hope you're right Well I don't know if you can see I'm willing to wait through everything I'm holding back my jealousy And I hope you do the same for me Take take what you want outta me I don't care what you take Just leave something for me to breathe Make make your decision with time I wanna know that it still feels right Just know that I'll I'll wait for you I'll be here waiting. That's the only thing I wanna do I'll wait for you I wanted to step out From underneath the ground I haven't seen the sun since you were around I couldn't take the light and how it burned My patience is never ending I've made up my mind, I'm never gonna leave Put burning coals under my feet Go 'head and turn up the heat Take take what you want outta me I don't care what you take Just leave something for me to breathe Make make your decision with time I wanna know that it still feels right Just know that I'll I'll wait for you I'll be here waiting. That's the only thing I wanna do I'll wait for you Please take your time I don't mind But you won't find Love like mine I'll wait for you Take take what you want outta me I don't care what you take Just leave something for me to breathe Make make your decision with time I wanna know that it still feels right Just know that I'll I'll wait for you I'll be here waiting. That's the only thing I wanna do I'll wait for you
3.
Bottled Up 04:09
I saw you lookin back You're lookin back Just take a picture baby You better make it last You told me this would be dangerous You told me just stay away I tried my best to resist But nothing gets past my lips And then we go ahead and kiss Yeah then we go ahead and kiss It's just another trap We've both been there and back We watch the world burn, close our eyes and wish for the past To be the present, distract ourselves a minute But my eyes won't forget it no my eyes can't forget it again Because I bottled it up Because I bottled it up Because I bottled it up And then I let it out And then I let it out And then I come back down This is a declaration Just want some satisfaction I walk a fine line between devotion and addiction It takes a fine wine to get me drinking at a tasting But if it tastes right I'll end up getting myself wasted. Because I bottled it up Because I bottled it up Because I bottled it up And then I let it out And then I let it out And then I let it out And then I let it out Scratching lines Down my thighs With my nail What's it spell? Scratching lines Down my thighs With my nails What's it spell? Help me I'm in hell You know just how to get in Put spiders under my skin Feel them crawling And the venom is sinking in I try hard not to react But then my skull starts to crack This is a panic attack This is a panic attack Let it out let it out let it out right now Self destruct or erupt Because enough is enough Yeah enough is enough Enough is enough Because I bottled it up Because I bottled it up Because I bottled it up And now I'm letting it out Because I bottled it up Because I bottled it up Because I bottled it up And now I'm letting it out Because I bottled it up And then I shoved it down And now its gotta come out So now I'm letting it out Because I swallowed it up And I've been keeping it down But now enough is enough And now I let it out Well there's no looking back No looking back I'm moving forward baby I'm getting back on track
4.
Don't let me in. I'll just begin breaking everything that you adore You start packing, put on your jacket Left me naked Lying on your bedroom floor And if you want me dead well then I understand Cause I need more than just a second chance There's no room for excuses I'm just a terrible man Don't count on me, I would doubt me too I'll let you down just like I did before I keep knocking, while you're blocking Your front door Cause you don't want me anymore And if you want me dead well then I understand Cause I need more than just a second chance There's no room for excuses I'm just a terrible man I'm a disaster Destroying you It's not what I'm after It's just what I do I'm still dreaming of the day you say I love you I love you too But I'm just no good for you And if you want me dead well then I understand Cause I need more than just a second chance There's no room for excuses I'm just a terrible man
5.
Tongue tied and your heart starts to pound You move you're mouth, but there isn't a sound You know, you know (oh oh^) You just gotta let yourself go Free yourself. Free yourself. Don't be like everyone else _you _say _it's okay I'll believe you when you tell me and you don't look away You're down, you're down (oh oh^) But you're not out get off the ground You can't blame yourself. Can't blame yourself. Blame everyone else Man there's gotta be a secret x4 A potion, a plant, a drug, a scam Read the instructions off the back of the can A vile so vile you can hardly stand Well I got one hell of a plan You can't hate yourself, can't hate yourself, just hate everyone else
6.
G 03:40
I guess there's no way to see Oh no there's no way to see I guess there's no way to see What's gotten into you I guess you gotta believe Oh yes you gotta believe I guess you gotta believe And there's no stopping you Can you even hear yourself You need to get yourself some help Are you the holy one I couldn't tell You don't wear it well Tell me I gotta believe Tell me I gotta believe Tell me there's not much time but there's still hope for me Tell me you know everything Oh yeah you know everything Tell me you know everything And you'll show me Flesh, blood That's never enough You gotta eat it to consider it love Are you the chosen one I didn't know Cause it doesn't show Don't say you're trying to help You're only saving yourself I caught you putting poison into the well You say we're going to hell Oh well oh well At least I'll be with my friends and you'll be by yourself You're talking under your breath You're talking under your breath You think that everyone's deaf But I can hear you Your throwing shade at me And everyone you see Cause we think differently What is wrong with you Why can't we love and be loved Why can't we love and be loved Why can't we love and be loved Why can't we love and be loved You stand so close to your father You fly too close to the sun You put your spirit in a loaded hand gun Don't say you're trying to help You're only saving yourself I caught you putting poison into the well You say we're going to hell Oh well oh well At least I'll be with my friends and you'll be by yourself
7.
It's insane I don't trust my own brain Oh the lengths I go to be unseen Stare long enough into the mirror Til I don't understand what I see It's just strange I'm just strange I'm having trouble letting go But if I can't trust a soul then I'm sure I'll be dying alone It's OK There's nothing to be feared Don't be afraid There's no need to hold back here Stare long enough into the mirror Til I don't understand what I see I'll look into my eyes Convince myself it's safe to go to sleep I'm having trouble letting go But if I can't trust a soul then I'm sure I'll be dying alone

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released January 12, 2016

Recorded at Studio B by Matt Baltrucki
Mixed and Mastered at Studio B and The Matt Cave by Matt Baltrucki
Additional recording sessions at The Metal Shop with Zak Ickes
Produced by Matt Baltrucki

Artwork by Eric Caruso

Performances by:
Adam Ackerman - Guitar, Vocals, and Organ
Aidan O'Connell - Bass
Billy Olsen - Drums

Thank you to everyone involved.
Special thanks to Cameron Boucher and Nathan Ackerman

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Adam Ackerman - Guitar and Vocals
Eric Caruso - Guitar and Vocals
Aidan O'Connell - Bass and Vocals
Billy Olsen - Drums
Ryan Sander - Guitar and Vocals

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